I miss this & I want it back.. (Taken with instagram)
Early morning feelings..
Idk what I’m doing, all this shit im going through, all this shit I put up with, is just not me, I don’t let people run over me and shit.. But I do.. I don’t let my guard down for a girl I’ve been knowin for 5 months and dating for 3.. But I did.. I’m fckn up big time.. Wtf am I gonna do when I’m at college? I’m pretty sure she’s not gonna stay with me.. But still i sit there and be with her as if anythings gonna change.. When she asked if I wanted to break up last night, something kept tellin me to say yes. I can honestly say I love the girl, but the feeling isn’t mutual.. Or I don’t feel like it is. She got a weird way of showing it. She’s wise for her age, but naive in the ways of a relationship.. But I stick around still.. Idk.. Can’t lose her, don’t want her. I’m so sorry, im so selfish. Fuck it tho. What’s meant to be will happen. That’s why every night and every morning I pray the serenity prayer, just for things like this.
Take Care Nigga.
